what am i suppose to do when i dunno even noe wat i wan? damn.. is a kind of feeling tat reli make ur mind lost and blank..
y can't a person be natural.. be true-self.. is hard to guess whether it's good or bad.. ther's always thing behind it wher it's reli hard for ya to spot it..
things takes time to nuture.. takes time to understand.. i may be serious at times.. but not all the times.. ther sure a time where i'll be little childish or stupid... dun always give rise to prejudice ppl.. getting a fren is always beta than noe-ing an enemy.. learn to get along with all types of ppl.. i dunno much.. but i dun wish to noe too.. jus keep it neutral...
i'm fear to see accidents nowadays.. i'm fear to cross the road as in J-walk.. i'm scared now.. i'll learned to be a good citizen.. yeah!
character, ego, pampered, do i hav..?.. excluding ego la.. may be woman-is-tic... guys tend be to egoistic..(wrong sp).. i hate nuar3 guys.. it's mean timid ones.. but somehow.. everybody hav their choice to do things.. u hav ur way.. i hav mine.. u hav feelings i hav too..!...
studying makes me feel like a HUNK man... i feel lik tearing those books.. i mean JUS tear la?... who cares how much it cost... by tearing can make me hunk enough sheehzzz.. tear one's hair out!... i can't make myself stick to e chair studying but i can for watching TV.. ridiculous isn't...?.. damn... i'm walking up and down my whole bloody house.. find something to eat? or do.. as long i leave my bookish room man.. i'll feel relax... i've onli study for a few mins and than i'll be downstairs either eating or drinking...or looking at my fishy!... and than i'll be up to my room again...! damn... back to my studies... F**K la.. forget wat i've studied jus now.. it was lik a few mins la.. can't even recall any single nuts.. damn... can't imagine if i've gone for a nap.. wat will happen.. "BOMB" all knowlegde gone izzt?.. oh pls dun!.. spare me plz..
shit damn.. shld hav gone out with isabel lol.. i may be happier but than.. shit shit shit!!!... didn;t shit todae also... damn.. i feel STUCK !!! so uncomfortable... it was my daily routine lo...
INFA tomo.. BCA tomo.. WCOM tomo tomo.. training tomo tomo.. yeah!... and i onli look forward on tues's training.. haha.. remember wat ah huat said.. pls be here on saturday it's the last training be4 break..... i was lik.. DUH!.. i planned not to come de la.. how?.. shld i or not..
