Monday, September 19, 2005

i reli see no point ther.. seriously .. i can't see any..
come on.. i'm utterly disappointed.. effort?.. attendence?.. discipline?... biased?...or is jus ur face.. god damn.... is not funny..
i see nothing y u r the one who said tat..reli..practically i've seen all the mistakes from u.. and yet.. u r the one toking.. sheesh.. wat is this?!..
life is unfair.. i'm demoralize badly.. wat's the pt here.. making our pride.. into the drain... oh is lik.. "we r the lousy ones"..or.."let us rest first".. this is lame..
i'm useless..i'm incapable.. i've put in my real effort.. real interst to attend it.. what i earned back is?.. yes.. experience.. but apart from that.. is lik fucking so called.. "good attitude".. WTH!!..
i'm no jealous or watever.. but aren't we shld feel sad.. being not selected.. it's unkind.. it's detrimental.. everybody put in effort.. i believe so... to be able to row for races..we here.. those who r not selected got to push harder.. but i reli reli seriously seriously dun feel good.. i onli hav to keep inside my heart.. ask myself to push harder..as u beta grab tis opprotunity to row the race... ther's no point giving up te place.. make use of the chance..
FUCK!.. i can't carry on.. it jus fact. FACE IT!