wat's e reason for me not to tok...
i'm getting more & more quiet each day...
perhaps...
fear to response..
fear to speak out...
fear to say things i feel...

if watever i said reli affect some other frendship...
i rather choose not to say...
and u'll happily enjoying days with ur frens...
i'm remorseful for saying out...
i'm guilty for saying things again and again...
i didn't noe it was so hard for u....
i take back all my every single words...
no matter how much i dun wan to see things i hate...
i'll still choose not to say...
cox u told me...
u did it unwillingly...
i'll jus have to bear with it..
open my eyes wide to see things i hate to see
no more next time...
all free...
no more inferior toward her..
no more uncomfortable ...
no more siam-ing
everything will be back to normal...
i noe u wan tis...

i'l feel totally unhappy...
for not being able to unlock things...
sometimes i reli dun lik tok-ing anything...
cox whenever i say a word...
things changed
i'll jus bear with it...

studies make me not to tok even more!?
i'm dread...
so tiring...