it hasn't been a good week...
after sava...
hmmm...

maybe shld say..
i deserve tis outcome...
right from the start...
i reli regret...
but..
it doesn't seem to move at all...

i reli got no idea right now...
shld i say...
i'm prepared now...
to face all challenge?
maybe yes/no...
still wondering...

how much i want tis not to happen..
but it somehow...
i'm the one being selfish..
hurhur..
reli no idea...

i need support for regatta...
i need support for gym and trainings...
it suddenly disappear ...
i wonder why...
i'm so stupid to noe...

i trust you ...