do you know? i feel so out of place. Many times i thought, why can't i just stay focus for a short moment? Then again, i got many many thousand thoughts needle-ing down to my brain. but guess, its just that i'm reluctant to pen it down? or rather i usually don't give a goddamn fuck about it. oh? did i mention i got this brillant auto filter brain?
And you happily treat that encouragement from me like crap. you said that. i will never forget. those words from your blardy mouth. i got no idea how shld i feel or shld i even feel anything?
i care. that is why i feel so out of mind. and come to think about it, at that point of time, you suck. seriously. i got this urge to stuff lots of grass into your mouth. i'll never ever fuck care about you anymore. oh goodgrief. why do i even bother to type this here. you don't deserve anything from me right from this particular storming night. butbut, you know i still care. whether you like it or not, please take care of your wrist. for godsake.
when i was on my way back. the lighting was horrible. i thought i could just stand in the rain and get strike. drenched and cold. i stood in the rain for a while and i thought: why? why? why?
why are we behaving like this?
oh wells. i need pills.
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you need time jess! move forward ok! if you've decided on something, then go along with it. don't look back alrighty!?
don't stand in the pouring rain! you will catch a cold!! esp. in a cold stormy night!
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