Thursday, April 16, 2009

i cannot do this

As fast as i could, i will very quickly pull myself away, while it is still superficially easy for me to do so. So many times, I want to convince myself not to take this matter too fervently, tried not to express myself too much because the likelihood of getting hurt is huge. For this, i will not allow myself to sink. You see. i have to make do with this.

BUT WHY?

I don't think i can handle my emotions if i am not selected for the macau race. Seriously. i cannot handle. i hate this. Because i know the world is not FAIR. Favouritism? Coach pet? Suck my ass? Flatter flatter?

oh please. FUCK OFF.

shall see the result on saturday =S

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