serendipity

Today, i feel extremely awful. The poor little burd brain attempted to reject very reluctantly.

Unruffled air within my room. It's a kind of peace that is exceptionally pure & simple. In a state of tranquility, staring at the ceiling for no reason.....oh~ home feels like heaven. I feel secure and calm. Everything else is of no bother anymore.

For this, I saw the bright side of myself today. The glow that has been doom for many months. I can't possibly rewind my life tho. but i know what lies ahead is more important than mulling stupidly about the past. Very certainly, things are going to change. My brain is trying to paint a picture. A picture of me accompanied with the people i love, i care, i cherish. Of course, together with their delicate smiles. That will be the most exquisite picture in the world. and it is price-less. Can you taste the beauty in it?

oh goodgrief, by hook or by crook, I am going to hit the bull's-eye.

Can you hear me? I say quit.