It was just the first day of lesson. OH MAN seriously, I couldn't believe i'm studying already. Let me tell you, the feeling is like '' just graduated yest''.
For the first half of the lesson, i was still pretty awake. As the minute hand ticks ticks & ticks, i became more and more depress. As usual, i dont know why. But i guess it was all about regrets.
My coach taught me with a ''do with no regrets'' mind set. Frankly speaking, i do regret ALOT.
Regret deeply for not putting in much effort to study for my diploma. It feels horrible right now. i have to see my friends with a regrettful eyes, happily got into their local uni, able to study full time. I'm right here work+ part- time study+trainings.
So i guess these are the hardship & consequences i have to bear for not studying diligently.
I looked at my schedule, there are days i'm free from lesson but i have training. So you can roughy guess what kind of life i'm having.
maybe the next time you chance upon me, i'll be skinnier, which i've been wishing for. [ by the time i end my work, i have to rush down, no time to buy dinner] haha
or rather, i won't be smiling much.
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