Thursday, January 15, 2009

have you ever?

You know, i thought i saw you over at my house's busstop yesterday? with that usual retard face waving at me? i thought i really saw you, but you disappear when i start to run.

I realised, it's impossible to see you around ever again. It has been 1 1/2 years, i still wonder why you chose to end your life.

You were my bus kaki for 2 years. We never plan to meet but eventually we would just meet in the bus? I felt safe whenever i see you in the bus? because i know that i won't be late for class? we used to panic in the bus before exam? do you rememeber?

Ever since then, i bus alone to NP for 1 year? that was when i start using my MP3 player because you were not beside niaking at me?

i must be too tired from trainings. illusionssss.



its 4am in the moorning, your face appeared in my dream. I couldn't get back to my sleep.

but why? why must you leave?

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