i know

One thing bad about dying hair is you have to maintain it. or else it will look like eeks. My hair is god damn in horrible shape and thick, like a housefly trapped inside becausee my hair is too thick? fly in and will never be out again? ahhhhh but i want it too growww. growww. enough of short hair jess. gonna wear cap or whatever to hide my hair properly. but its fucking hard to find a cap for my small little head. angry. maybe i shld try headband or something. let me show you how small is my head. you see you see?

i feel soo happy. because i've decided to stop burning. if you know what i mean. oh wells. at the same time, i'm thinking how to learn bike without letting my mother know. imagining myself on a vespa :) i hope its a good investment? so what if it is dangerous. heck la.

Look around, what is blur and what is clear.

Sometimes we forget who we got, who they are and who they are not. Sometimes we forget what we got and who we are and who we are not. Everybody got a chance to make it right someday. i remember telling someone that my heart will guide her home safely, i am not gonna give you up.

I've learnt to push my heart into my brain. and don't play silly old games